bite the curb doom and gloom!!

Right now on I have sadly not much to update. I have not progressed in the japanese language much, though I am learning many new words. monosugoi! The better job search is just going. But never fret me, I am determined more than ever, to rise to the challenge of great employment!
I have also unstuck myself from the comic story writers block I have been having for the past 6 months. Though my job is on the line once again.

On a side note I have finished my awesome ash costume from the evil dead series.
truth be told I have been ash for about three years now.

Also, I have saved enough money to do some cooking for a few nights. pictures will follow.
many new recipes I wish to try, though it will wait for the new job. Excitement afoot.

Last week it snowed for an hour at work, on my lunch break I made a snowman, unfortunately I ran out of ice.

I named him darryl.
He passed away an hour later.

a work in progress, minus the progress.

This is what I really I have accomplished from my list so far:

>finally get married (after 10 years)- mid feburary I am finally engaged

>publish script- I am done with my second draft, now for my third

>strip website- what I have so far


http://lifeonpaper.zxq.net/

>learn japanese and get fairly decent at it- so far I only have memorized hiragana, most
of katakana, and a hand full of words, and greetings

>become an intermediate at the culinary arts- I have learned about 3 italian dishes,
3 japanese dishes, 3 chinese dishes. All came out far better than expected.
I have a believe system when it comes to cooking, anything less than
deliscous is failure.

>diy furniture and devices- on these I have a list and set of designs all I need is funding
to buy supplies to get to work on this. That is where a better job would come in handy.

ten months to go lets see what I can possibly accomplish by next month!

*on a side note my newly found fiance is helping me with website, and an
education on web design.

Now, I am not sure what to do now, I think when my site is done I can move on
to my next task. Mean time it is time to look for a better paying job.

For now I will rest, for today I have planted the biggest garden, I have
ever attempted to grow, looks like I am going all out this year.


This is her and she will now kill me
for she does not like anyone to know what
she looks like( self image problem)
the fat kid next to her is me.

No ones getting on trains with this list.

So here it is my new years resolutions list. It may seem impossible for someone like me with limited resources. But, I am determined to finally live my life the way I dreamed. Maybe just maybe I can finally move to Austin after all these years of wanting. (sigh)

-lose weight, get fit
-strip website
-get a great job (so I can can stop struggling)
- become a artist
-publish stupid cards
-publish script
-publish articles
-make more friends
-finally get married (after 10 years)
-youtube series jt + pc
- sell art
-youtube channel to be extremely popular
-site design
-learn japanese and get fairly decent at it
- make music
-become an intermediate at the culinary arts
- solve debt problem and get out of it
- actually be nicer and help people
-be independant
- publish comic(s)
- diy furniture and devices
-get my skin condition under control

- finish my collection of diy projects

- make toys

Since it is already march I don't have time to loose, lets go!!!!

In the beginning....

My name is J, I am a collector (I am a fail collector, I am one of the nice ones, thus always on the verge of being unemployed) Before that a care giver, before that a video store clerk.

Each job held a place in my life for a period in time for what I did and the people I worked with. These places lead obviously nowhere. (no surprise needed) And through a series of bad luck and bad decisions I ended up here. Watching everyone move forward except me.

So now my PC is finally back from the grave. I will finally make this new years blog, my new years resolution. These resolutions, ( exaggeratedly overconfident to say the least) number in the high teens. A futile attempt to go back to fix all the things the went wrong with my life.

The whole point of making this blog so that ( hopefully, very hopefully) other bloggers will give me suggestions on how to achieve these goals. Resulting in my not resembling a pile of poo doo.

Next, the list........


(me being woken up, I really need to upload more pics)