I am not down for the count yet!

It has been awhile. I think I am overwhelmed. I need to focus on just one or two things at once, instead of 5 and 7, this way I will go in no direction fast. I need a teacher, to help keep my dreams in balance. Still have not found a better job, there is one out there I just know it! I am thinking of saving up for silk screen print parts. I have alot of bizarre cool designs, there are so many ideas and dreams that refuse to settle for a mundane life. I am charged for the future, I just need someone to kick my ass into gear when I get sidetracked. I can do this! only 7 months to go to destroy 22 new years relolution. I am also thinking of going on a 2k aday calorie diet. cards, and script is next. I wonder how vespy is doing on the site. Don't give up on me yet, we have a future to attend to!!